There’s Just So Much Noise
Originally posted March 29, 2020. Video added November 19, 2022.
There's just so much noise.
I used to be able to do this. Ideas had always been there. Fingers would eagerly dance across a keyboard, weaving a tapestry of story — however long or short, it just HAPPENED.
I used to be able to do this. But now there's just so much noise.
Has it always been this noisy?
Has it always been this noisy and the older I get, the better I am at hearing?
To be fair, when I was younger, I didn't have three different social networks constantly refreshing. I didn't have four devices on my person begging for attention. I didn't have a measly five minute window to myself for "personal edification"—it was at least six minutes. Maybe even seven.
Regardless of the dwindling minutes, I want to course correct.
I want my ideas back.
I want my fingers to dance again.
But there's just so much damn noise.
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